Winter Blues in Autumn

Tonight was the museums’s Halloween program.  I was supposed to work the event, guiding young trick or treaters through the haunted pathways of the 1830’s.  The weatherman’s predictions of dire road conditions prompted me to call and cancel.  It’s probably for the best because I’ve got a 45-minute drive in good driving conditions.  Likely, the trip home would be much longer due to slippery macadam.  Granted, I take all the back roads so traffic would be less of a worry but, that being said, the back roads may not be plowed as cleanly as the main drags.  So I’m bumming, sitting here watching the snow and sleet as it comes down in finer particles than when it started–the kind of fine, driving snow that accumulates usually–and wishing I was at “work”.

Of course, this is the first snowfall for 11 of my “children” and none of them seem to understand they’d be that much warmer and comfortable if they went into the henhouse.  Sgt. Feathers & Co. are all on the perch under the tarp, staying fairly dry but it’s not much protection from the wind.  The ducks are out in it, too, but they like wet stuff.  I layered the floor of the henhouse with straw and they seem to be eyeing this new “flooring” with distrust; I’ve always used just wood shavings but last year it wasn’t enough.  They actually spent a couple of nights in my house last winter because it was too cold in the henhouse.  6 chickens and 4 ducks was chaotic enough indoors; 17 chickens and 4 ducks would be insanity.  Should we get extreme temps again this year, I’ll have to clear out a spot in the basement by the furnace rather than in the parlor!

Yes, I baby my animals.  They’re worth it.

I still wish I was at “work” tonight.  There are other reasons, reasons I’d rather not go into, but the biggest one is simply my own obsession with life in “those” days.  Anything that takes me away from my favorite genre is irritating–and I usually love the first snowfall, knowing the long winter nights are the ultimate time to slow down and enjoy life.  I think I need to rein in this obsession but I’m not sure how.  I see so little virtue in our modern, technological world.

However, I can’t waste the night lamenting being home, safe and sound and able, Lord willing, to take care of my “children” on the morrow…or, just as important, staying home and off the roads where I might jeopardize other lives, both human and humane.  God bless you & keep you!


“Cheating” at Knitting…

…That’s probably what many of my fiber friends will think with this revelation:  I bought a knitting loom.

Once a month my Aunt Cheryl and I go out for a girls’ day together.  Sometimes our days take us to museums or festivals but usually we wind up in book stores and various crafts’ stores.  Lunch is also a part of the deal…and lots of chatting as we catch up on what we’ve been up to for the past month or so.  My aunt just turned 50 to my soon-to-be 45.  She is my Mom’s baby sister and more like my own sister rather than Mom’s.

But I digress…

When I arrived at my aunt’s house yesterday, she started telling me about this loom she recently acquired and how she’s been using it to make hats, scarves and various other fiber products.  Her enthusiasm was infectious as she ranted on about it.  Soon she was bringing out samples of her work and, I must say, I was impressed–especially with the amount of time (or lack thereof) that it took to make the items.  I confess, I’m not the most patient individual when it comes to fiber arts.  I’ve tried spinning and weaving and I do well with them as I find them both very relaxing.  However, knitting can be a bit frustrating for me.   I have the attention span of a turnip and knitting, which is also relaxing, tends to set me daydreaming…which in turn means I lose track of my pattern, forget where I am and wind up ripping out several rows or calling upon my friend, Karen, for help, not knowing what I did wrong (thank heavens Karen is more patient than I am…lol!)   I’m not 100% sure why but I tend to be impatient with myself, expecting to grasp something relatively quickly.  That’ s the biggest part of my problem with knitting.  I expect perfection of myself from the get go.  I suppose that’s arrogance but I’ve been called worse.

The knitting loom caught on with me so well because it is extremely easy to work with and simple to use.  There are no major patterns to remember, other than keeping track of how many inches you’ve completed, so I can gather wool–no pun intended–until my heart’s content.  It is now 2:30 pm; I started my first hat shortly after church and a trip to the grocery store this morning (roughly around 12 noon).  I am halfway finished, needing another 4 inches to complete it.  Only the slight tingling of tendonitis in my left arm (from holding the loom) slowing me down a bit.  I am hoping to finish it after supper tonight.  The one scarf I hand-knitted took me 2 years to complete…partly because I had so many other endeavors filling my time and partly because I kept getting bored and impatient with myself…and casting it aside.

Yes, bored…bad me!

Now I’m not knocking hand-knitting in the least.  It is definitely a skill I hope to eventually master for it truly is an art.  But, for the sake of producing quality presents in time for Christmas, and also some surplus to possibly sell at some local craft and/or yard sales, the loom is definitely a benefit.  At this rate, I should be able to create a decent amount of inventory in a very short time.  And the best part of it is that it’s fun!   Though the shape is different, the knitting looms remind me of those little plastic weaving looms we all had as children in the 1960’s and 70’s–you know the ones!  We all made pot-holders for our mothers, grandmothers and aunts with them.  It’s also reminiscent of the hook-latch rugs we made as kids–there is a similar tool used with the knitting loom.  It’s actually inspiring me to pick up these two “lost” skills again.  Why not?  I loved them.

Of course, the knitting looms (there’s actually 4 in the package: one for baby-sized hats and scarves, one for children’s, one for ladies’ and one for men’s sizes) are inspiring in themselves.  Knowing how quickly I can churn out a simple hat, I spent much of my time gathering that wool and thinking about other hats I can make: a deep blue for my brother, Shaun; a lovely red for Mom.  I’m already contemplating whether I can make those long cone-shaped stocking caps of my childhood for my nieces.  And, of course, adding pom poms.  Surely, there is a pattern online.  My aunt recommended YouTube for some visual tips and Lion Yarns for patterns.

I can already see myself purchasing the oblong looms and there’s a special one for socks, too.  They are really inexpensive.  The price on this set of 4 was $15 at Michael’s crafts; my aunt had a coupon for 50% off for Jo-Ann’s Fabrics, which Michael’s honors, so I paid about $7.50 for them.  The others are comparable in price.  That falls in line with the self-proclaimed tightwad, too.  And the entrepreneurial side of me says cheaper equipment means I can keep my pricing reasonable once I finally have some inventory.  Eh, in this economy, everyone should have new, quality socks, hats and scarves for lower prices.

“Cheating” at knitting isn’t a bad thing in my book.  The looms definitely have their benefit but they can never truly replace hand-knitting.  They are both worthy skills to master.  I think I’m going to be enjoying them both a lot more…


Dreams Really Do Come True!

My dream job is a gig at a local living history museum.  Yesterday saw that dream come true…well, almost.  The icing on the cake would be a paid position, but volunteering is so much fun, it would be sinful to be paid for it anyway.  Again, almost!

Getting paid for doing something you love is the ultimate American Dream, a dream that so few ever obtain.  Up until now, I have been like most other Americans: working the daily grind at a meaningless position, going nowhere, and to quote singer, Jewel, having my “standard of living somehow getting stuck on survive…”  I hated the Corporate World and hope I never have to go back to it.  Of course, 2 weeks left of unemployment may make me eat those words but the 20 years I spent in the corporate world has probably sheared twice as many years off of my life so I sincerely hope, if not the museum, then something local, something I can enjoy almost as much as working in living history until a paid position does open up there.  In the meantime, volunteering is a golden opportunity for the would-be homesteader.

This museum is a mecca for anyone wanting to learn back-go-basics’ skills.  My first day there I learned the basics in dipping candles and how to make a very simple tin candle holder.  It was fun.  And I can’t wait to learn more.  I also visited their herb gardens and learned how they are categorized.  I don’t know if interpreters are allowed to take home cuttings when they prune back in the spring but it would almost make up for the lack of pay!  The herb beds are quite extensive and hold an impressive variety of herbs, heirloom roses and apple trees.  As I progress, spinning, weaving, carding, knitting, quilting, pottery, shoemaking, broom making, blacksmithing, coopering, cooking on an open hearth (I already took a class on this but I am by no means proficient and can’t wait to learn more…), cheese and butter making, milking cows, antiquated ways of gardening, baking and food preservation, and more advanced tin smithing and candlemaking may be part of the package.  There are heirloom vegetables and heritage breeds of animals to become familiar with.   Dancing, storytelling, music–this, too, is offered interpreters, whether paid or not.  These are skills that can benefit everyone, especially in these economic times and our current environment.

The environment was quite different in the early-1800’s.  Granted, to be a woman in those days was not the best thing in the world.  You had no rights and were entirely dependent upon the good will–or lack thereof–of your closest male relatives.  You couldn’t vote.  You couldn’t hold office.  You couldn’t hold a career–unless, perhaps, you were wealthy and could be counted as an eccentric.  Even your children weren’t your own.  You carried them for 9 months, risked your life to deliver them as the mortality rate for both mother and child were high in those days (thank heavens for modern medicine…it does have some redeeming qualities at least!) but they belonged to your husband.  However, one thing that struck me over and again as I walked through this re-created village yesterday–and on many other occasions when I’ve visited–is how peaceful it is.  And how full of life it is!

The ecologist in me marveled at the squirrels and chipmunks who seemed almost tame.  Doubtless, they’re used to getting a bit of lunch from visitors eating outdoors but they would come quite close as they scampered about, sensing that their world in the village was safe from motorized vehicles and most predation.  Birdsong was the perfect counterpoint to their chirping.  I watched a flock of Canada geese take flight from one of the pastures and land on the Quinebaug River moments later, honking for the sheer joy of being alive.  And, like the chipmunks and squirrels, a flock of wild turkeys merely stopped to regard me warily as our paths crossed in another pasture, somehow as spellbound as I by the peace and tranquility that permeates this museum.  Dragon- and damselflies, butterflies (what’s left of them at this time of year…) and various other species of wildlife populated the village and, it was through them, that I caught a real sense of what life must’ve been like in that point in time.  A major boulevard is just beyond the trees that surround the museum yet no traffic could be heard; no profanity; no rude gestures made; no music blaring from car stereos (and, hypocritical though this statement is as I’ve certainly done my share of blasting the music about town, I can appreciate the lack of noise pollution); no negative news’ stories dancing across the boob-tube–no boob-tube at all and that is probably the best blessing of all.  Though crimes were committed in the early-1800’s, all traces of fear of such crimes melted away as I entered the museum.  As always, the yearning to truly step back in time and live exactly that way gripped me deep inside and stayed.  As always, when I reluctantly leave, I feel the familiar longing for such a peaceful life.  Yes, it was hard.  Yes, people worked much harder than they do now.  But it seems that life was better appreciated then and the simple pleasures sufficient unto the day…

I probably over-romanticize the time period.  Women did die frequently in child-bearing.  1 out of 6 babies never saw their first birthday.  Childhood diseases took the lives of many other children before they reached the age of 5.  Failed crops meant very lean winters and early springs–and sometimes even death by starvation.  But the nostalgia I feel is that of an almost pristine landscape, a landscape devoid of the pollution created by automobiles, airplanes, lawnmowers and other small engines.  Homes were also devoid of pollution: no aerosol sprays, no chemical/synthetic fabric softeners or deodorizers, no harsh cleaning chemicals, no dryer sheets, no synthetic beauty products or fabrics, no GMO’s, no harmful pesticides or fungicides.   These are the things I long for.  These, and quiet solitude.  And the ability of each individual to make of themselves whatever they would regardless of their background and without the supposed necessity of a college education; I’m not dissing the education as I am always taking classes in something but, there were opportunities then to be a self-made man (seldom did women get to have careers then outside of “teacher” or “nurse”).  Oftentimes, the farmers of old prospered without a “day” job or career other than “farmer” and, what little coin they possessed, was from the sale of excess produce or cheese, butter and eggs, or an extra piglet or two.  Bartering was a respectable means of paying for what you needed and could not grow or produce yourself.

People went to church in those days.  God was a central part of both family and community life.  He was part of everyone’s professional lives, too.  “Spare” time was spent with family pursuing quiet pastimes like games, reading, singing or picnicking after church on Sunday.  Nature was respected and enjoyed (though trees were wasted in abundance…).  Today, it is also enjoyed but exploited and abused for our own selfish gains as well.

I’m sure folks had worries in those days, same as today.  But a heavy mortgage wasn’t usually one of them.  If you didn’t have ready coin for farmland, out West there was land for the taking via squatters’ rights (one could claim 160 acres simply by slicing a blaze in a tree to mark the land intended, build a house, develop the land and, in 5 years’ time, if you had improved your claim by building on it and working it, the land was yours; most succeeded at this endeavor…).   Again, you could be your own person, self-made.  You could also go to university if you chose; Harvard, for example, was started in the 1600’s but you could get a job or earn a career even without the piece of paper proclaiming your expertise.  It was only those “specialized” careers such as politics and law that required a more formal education.  (Medicine, however,  was often taught through apprenticeship with a doctor rather than at university and practiced without the license; some things have improved in our modern times as such practices also produced a lot of quacks…even as today’s stricter licensing and cultivation of modern, chemical prescriptions have also produced a lot of quackery…)   Moreover, if your children wanted to go to college, oftentimes, the young person found a way to pay for it themselves; parents seldom saved for a college fund for their kids…and nobody thought less of them for it!  No electric bills, no water bills, no phone, Internet or cable/satellite bills, no rising gas prices…it truly was a simple life.

Someday I hope to incorporate what I learn as a volunteer into the modern-day homestead.  I am committed to learning everything I can and applying it to modern-day life.  I can’t go back.  But I can bring the lessons forward into the future, working towards a goal of self-sufficiency and sustainability.  I can teach by example and, even if only one seed gets planted, still, I can lessen the impact my living has had on this old planet earth of ours.  These are goals worth obtaining…and another dream come true.